YEA SO UMMMM.....

the new season
of GOSSIP GIRLS
is fawkin crack...




yea thats it

Beautiful Weather

The weather has been off and on lately. Fuck is up with that? Just finished watchin Ratatouille, one of my favorite animated movies. Had the meanest hang over all day. Jamie's lil shindig @ G+G last nite was too much fun. I vomitted everywhere. Sorry ummpa. Came home, dropped my keys in front of the door after I opened it, could have sworn I put them on the fridge. Then I fell asleep fully clothed with one sneaker on. My mom says I'm an alcoholic =/ . I drink alot. I have alot on my mind sometimes and for those half-a-days I forget, its all worth IT. Sidebar: I love my bff tiffany, she is my heart, and she still kissed me goodnite even though I vomitted everywhere. =] This tension headache is killing me. I need some pills or some or a slavic chick who says yes to everything cause she can't understand what I'm saying.

OUCH

EVERYBODY NOSE



MY PRISON

I think I'm addicted to ANTM -_- , Fatima is a beast in the looks department :::lion roar:::. And I think i wana marry Katarzyna =D But uhhra yea... I've been gettin mine blown alot lately. I'm constantly aggrivated and irratated. A change of scenary is needed ASAP. New gossip girls episodes starting on the 21st so my monday nites won't b half blah anymore. Sidebar: my sidekick dies @ the end of this year.

You ever feel so many ways all at once

got a disturbing text and it just was unecessary and full of bullshit. If you can't take the kind of person I am why choose to deal with me. Ohhh sin you're so interesting, you're so real, you're so this and that yet I'm so cold. Yes I am all of these things. Can I just live bullshit free? Peassssssssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I DO NOT WANT A GIRLFRIEND GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULLS. I am hard to read for a reason and if non-matriculated you wouldn't even begin to fathom the kind of person I am let alone how to deal with me or be on my level or bring something equally as good to the table. This goes for friends and females alike.

prior to these feelings
admiration for everything that is you
caught the wind
bottled it in a bottle, blue
an impossible feat
the fact that the spaces between these fingers
prevents the possession of air which is everywhere
still. this summer breeze lingers
and now you have a piece of it
familiar emotions won't be de ja vu
in the entrapment of homely arms
noon skies turned a purple, orange hue
the moon walks down a star-lit street
eyes glued to conversant pavement
routine nights of a distant past
present memories, not like days when
the difference between sure and indifference
too good to be true words
starting line reads "100 % Trust," gradually sweats out
now you don't know what to think because of sincere verbs




to be cont. (i can't finsih shit yo, wtf is up)




l8r

The Key To Life Is

I drink so much of this its ridiculous but it keeps the face clear @ the same time i use the bathroom @ least 10 times a day. Its worst because I have to use it the worst as soon as I get on the train to go home. Can you say torture? But thats neither here nor there. [Sidebar: I like that new Mike Jones song, its hella catchy] I'm having a fall back attack. I been single for so long, looks like thats going to be the story for a little while longer. My last 2 brief encounters don't count. I just can't deal and its always because of unavoidable bullshit. Somethings got to give. I just need to get of here, like dead ass -_- . As soon as I'm interested or see myself putting time into something I think is worth it, here comes a bullshit bomb that explodes in my face or I have to prove myself which is not really a problem but I don't have any hidden motives. TRUST is the longest word in the dictionary. Sidebar: I'm going over seas to marry a slavic chick, I need a girl that speaks no english. Anyways here:





i aint got nothing right now but this





"harder than sign language with no fingers to a deaf person"





bbl

Midterms=1 step closer to my future goal

So i should be studying the below but the above is how i feel about it
Who know's what diagram is going to be on the test but I have to memeorize 'em all
This is my save me look

anyways i been missing out on on alot of things becuase of school but hey it will all pay off in the end. I'm not missing much, but I would like to go to paris next summer which is in the works, LA in august (GOD willing) and somewhere hot for christmas break in december, fuck this summer cause I'll be in school while all the hoodlums are outside not knowing how to act, but hey thats every New York summer, can't wait for graduation, I need some much needed "ME" time. Everyday that spasses I'm one step closer to one of my many goals. When things fall into place you can't help but smile, I love all ya'll, this is for you:

hope is hopeless

unless in the end

there is faith to depend on

i'd want to live forever

is there a clever scheme

i can use to sow the seams of my life together

so that i may never lose you

i forgot to pray to live these years in youth

hopeless this is, i'm too uncouth

but you are moved

words fill your mind paper

i speak too many

lost the page number, no stapler

but if you don't understand

i wish to know all languages

or could a simple gesture

such as holding hands

speak voluminous volumes

is this too much

shall i turn it down a notch

if time were infinite

i'd go on forever

new batteries for your stop watch

all i'm saying is that

i want to be with your for as long as the opposite of never

or is that phrase to clever

for whoever

may read this

or not

wheter they like it or not

is not really a concern of mine

like you ought to be

one choice, indefinitely

now see

if i where cupid

i'd hav a desert eagle .50 millimeter bow

shoot you close range

as you fell in love

catch you before the second hand on the clock changed

or is that too dangerous of a metaphor

to be con't

I Get On Extra Grind When Its Dinner Time

LMFAO

so yea i cooked all the food in the house and this was the only thing left, blueberry fawkin pop tarts and 3 sips of fiji, if this is what my life has been reduced too? its quite sad ANYWAYS yea it was really good and i'm still a lil uninspiried, school is racking my brain, i need some me time, i need to get away, and write, write WRITE, i miss those nights when 4 page poems came to me rightbefore i went to sleep, fuck is up with me. i love all of you and everyone who has been showin love and who likes my wordplay, i really appreciate it, so this is for u [sidebar: this is going to be hella whack, it's one of my off nites]

roses are red

violets are blue

boogers are green

nah i'm just playing

trying to figure out what to say and

nothin comes to mind

its like that writers block kind

of feeling when try to make words come together

forever thats what you said we would bee

za have the sweetest honey i've ever

had one of those situations happen

to be the funniest thing i havent heard since

when did she start dating him

and her dont make a good couple

of hours ago you said you loved me

and who? nah that bitch is lying

is all you ever do

you remember the first time

to go get somethin worth living for

every word that is written has meaning

that this poem is everywhere

is a place i've never traveled but would like to go

away and dont come back

to what i was saying at the beginning about roses

have the sharpest thorns

in my side is what you are

n't you with him, i could have sworn

testimony and you put your life on it

never ceases to amaze me the things you come up with

me is what you should be but your confused

to why i even give a fuck

that shit, i deserve everything i get

is what you don't [you don't get it, get it]

even know my name

3 things you like about me

and you don't mix

that with the sugar

honey ice tea, you have to be the one

plus one equals two

of us need to compromise and come to an agree

to disagree cause this shit doesn't make any sense

that your hesitant and shy

away from me and your distant

thoughts is what wrote this poem

doesnt even rhyme but its mine

goodbye

Back Like I Never Left

F R E Emperor

i have been gone for a lil while, 1. bcuz i have been uninspired and IAW 2. bcuz my computer decided to crash when i needed it most, but thats neither here nor there, i'm back, i've missed you and i hope you've missed me, so this is for you




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ida like to get to kno you better
maybe in warmer weather
face the sun together
or would you rather






do something else
with your time?




un-tar my heart



pluck these feathers


fuck, i gather




i'll see you when school ends and the better



becomes the weather





ida



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ida hate for you not to feel the same

Rock Band Fiend

so i jus brought this today and i ben on it since i got home

BAND NAME: Snuck In The Back Door
Members: Freezer (Leader & Guitarist), Metal Face (Drummer), Slacker J (vocalist)



this is anothewr reason fo rme to stay home