Midterms=1 step closer to my future goal

So i should be studying the below but the above is how i feel about it
Who know's what diagram is going to be on the test but I have to memeorize 'em all
This is my save me look

anyways i been missing out on on alot of things becuase of school but hey it will all pay off in the end. I'm not missing much, but I would like to go to paris next summer which is in the works, LA in august (GOD willing) and somewhere hot for christmas break in december, fuck this summer cause I'll be in school while all the hoodlums are outside not knowing how to act, but hey thats every New York summer, can't wait for graduation, I need some much needed "ME" time. Everyday that spasses I'm one step closer to one of my many goals. When things fall into place you can't help but smile, I love all ya'll, this is for you:

hope is hopeless

unless in the end

there is faith to depend on

i'd want to live forever

is there a clever scheme

i can use to sow the seams of my life together

so that i may never lose you

i forgot to pray to live these years in youth

hopeless this is, i'm too uncouth

but you are moved

words fill your mind paper

i speak too many

lost the page number, no stapler

but if you don't understand

i wish to know all languages

or could a simple gesture

such as holding hands

speak voluminous volumes

is this too much

shall i turn it down a notch

if time were infinite

i'd go on forever

new batteries for your stop watch

all i'm saying is that

i want to be with your for as long as the opposite of never

or is that phrase to clever

for whoever

may read this

or not

wheter they like it or not

is not really a concern of mine

like you ought to be

one choice, indefinitely

now see

if i where cupid

i'd hav a desert eagle .50 millimeter bow

shoot you close range

as you fell in love

catch you before the second hand on the clock changed

or is that too dangerous of a metaphor

to be con't