Ohhh you trippin noww

you have no fuckin idea the play count of this song or this album, only one can relate




are you, are you that somebody? or is it you ben lovin on somebody else?



WHAT THE HELL YOU TALKIN BOUT?

Kinda back

this is for you




memories, the replies were always "Cause..."
i love you's answered
is uncurable cancer
i'm no longer the romancer i was
i could make you feel
something so fake
because no matter how long you stay awake
the day will always come to an end
the REAL is your dreams
so don't wake up
here is the only place where
you can place a seat on top of the world and sit
that emotion wasn't manifested by me
surely, i fed you sincere words
held you geniunely
but this was all a facade, you see
that wasn't at all me
you are the prettiest untruth
like those before and after ads
but you were after first and before last
said you've been through alot of shit in your past
men all wearing the same mask
and for this broadway play, you borrowed it
what a perfect fit
a table, two places set, and i sat there and got fed shit
and i desired that taste
it was the best shit i've ever tasted
seconds' if i may
to be away for a day was like mayhem
we had this odd chem... istry
you made me love that seat
when we were incomplete
because we couldn't stand eachother
when we were away from one another
but together
was like the best weather
a summer afternoon
a minute past was too soon
i wish those full moons would never end
i would have taped it to the darkness for you
black skies never again to turn bright blue
i'm a special kind of fool
not the yellow bus kind
the love is blind, you took over my mind, love and hate thin line, kind
then I was a can't sleep, no food, can't eat, cry out my eyes blood weep
thats just my heart you can sweep that up too, type
look to the light
and pray
I pray not to feel, not to touch, to see
and i would pray not to hear, unless
its pointless
if lies sound the same to the deaf

wtf is up

yooo, can anybody tell me if your born with allergies of do you get them, cause my ass been sneezing for the last 24 hours and its starting to piss me off a lil bit. Anywys havent wrote to you guys in a while, been kind of uninspired and going through some revolving door shit, but we'll see what happens. Free Your Mind... i really need to do that, and Lula thanx for that email it was some real shit and I'm sooooooo fucking with it.Oh yea, i fucking got two vesicles cooking grits, shit splattered on my fingers grrrrrrrrrrr [a vesicle is a small fluid filled sac, usually due to 1st or 2nd degree burns, your welcome]. I AM ME

mad rugged, in need of a shape up ASAP

starting to think this is what my days have been reduced to, but I've been getting alot of positive feedback and frankly I can'tstop, I have alot on my mind and I want to share it, if you don't mind. Took the day off from school and now I'm just sitting here about to go crazy with words, I love you and I love your eyes for reading these, hope you enjoy, this is for you

what did you think I would say

deep down, I was a convenience

something to numb the pain 

memories of him go away

but when its blissful and good at home

bed no longer cold, and you don't feel alone

you leave my heart stale

now its so right, where you couldn't stay

and if he loves you, then may

you live forever and a day

asthetic deciever and the gullable believer

not as niave as you thought

these stevie wonders work perfectly

see

I wasn't blind

your lies were fog to my mind

pupils dialated because at one time you were excitement

somethin new, somethin i looked foward to, like when

I couldn't wait to feel the homelyness of your palm

when there was no music, you were my favorite song

tell me why is "feel right" so wrong

why without you a tic toc feels a year long

i hope each tic toc eats you alive

your tongue killed you, verbal suicide

actions scream, words sell hopeless dreams

words cut open then try to sow back the seam

I'm not to blame

surreal story, amazing graphics, you created a great game

scratched CD, now the songs are all the same

have no fear, everythings fine

remember this happens all the time

i've

done what I can to revive

in my world, your suffocated, oxygen deprived

what you were has died

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I was in love, when you were alive

a field of tattoo flowers

jus got home from school, day kind of dragged, a real blahhhhh 8-4 kind of day, i need a XXX vitamin water and i have this itch for another tattoo, how i miss the pain, a lil sex wouldn't hurt either, or jus mayb someone genuine to spend time with, i miss my bff btw, sidebar: asha has some powerful word skills =], anyways here you go




a word
no matter how many letters has so much power
but when comin from your mouth
words that were so sweet, became so sour
my ears recieve
those words decieve
love in your voice is just a four letter curse
remember need and want and can't live without
i yearned for those
starved myself from other females
hungry for your heart details
your tongue ails poison my body
the most beautiful liar
nothing more than a belt notch
after you threw away
what you told me was your favorite watch
i was a genuine time piece
or at least
that what you said
now a waste of time
a minute too long, a second dead
i was the best thing that happened
so whats the worst thing that didn't
i don't know how to treat a woman
a disappointment, no effort put forth
where were these words, why were they hidden
so calculated, love cries
my heart dries out, a drought, and die
sex moans are now cold sighs
i guess thats my fault too
i run from questions
miscommunication
feelings irrelevant, not mentioned
tension so thick
fuck love, LOVE makes me sick
remember when you said
and you promised
and you plead
remember you were the warmest part of my bed
nah, you probably wouldn't
you said you couldn't
go through that again
repent from this sin
but tell me if it ever was this good
tell me when
rip my heart from my arms
no harm done
the alram was disarmed
your a magician with charm
i hope home is his arms
i don't really do
i say these things because hurt won't let me say i love you
hurt won't let me need
or understand
or express
i loved you, yes
but that was yesterday

I so should be doing my pharmacology homework

but my vitamin water is finish and my pop-tarts are hot, AIM on the sidekick is blowin mine n as u can see ima fiend cuz I'm AIM'n mad hard on the pc, but as I'm sittin here, I realized ima fat n lonely person on the inside, but I'm workin on that, anyways this is for you




I'd give her my heart
If she could make me smile everyday
I'd give her my soul
If frowns were always this way
Upside down
Only if she doesn't mind picking my heart
Up from the ground
Just left of her night gown
She could keep it
Right on top of hers
Like when my face is buried in her neck
Engulfed in her body heat and eachothers sweat
Fall asleep to that love beat in her chest
This only lasts for one night
Maybe even less
Right back
to her putting on her dress
Me,
Left fronting
If she leaves my world won't be right side up
My mind says stay
My throat barely moist, dry mouth
Just stay with me 'til day breaks
And we'll put it back together, together
I want you to be
That person
When weather taps us on the back
We turn around confident
Now open that book
Pick a page
I promise I won't look
And pass it to me
Did you choose page seventeen?
See
Thats says it all
And all over again that dress begins to fall
I praised newton's law of gravitation
this is something new
hopefully somethin you would want to get use to
or maybe not
"get use to" is somethin you use to get
she said be spontaneous
be something I won't forget
be my catchers mit
only if you'll be my home base
cloud 81, a catch 22, love potion number 9
so selfish, a childs favorite word
mine
melted this icebox, filled this hollow chest
love architect, hard hat, heart cement
est unknown, 1 sincere plaza, in love edifice
builder anonymous
i havent met her yet

Pussy Personification

If pussy had emotions
I'd make her cry
And if it was death
I'd die
Open the casket and lie
Right in it
If it was truth
I'd bend it, NO
Tell it like it is
Because they say the truth will set you free
If it could see
I'd want to be
The first thing it set its eyes upon
If pussy was gone
I'd want to be where it left to
And if it was blue
I'd cheer her up
I'd drink from it
If pussy was a cup
If I fell on bad times
Pussy would be good luck
If I was at the lowest degree of sadness
Pussy would be my bliss
I'd give her a tongue kiss
If she was a french lady
She'd be as sweet as sadie
Like that R. Kelly song
I don't want to be right
If pussy is wrong
Or left even
If she was leaving
I'd chase
I'd catch pussy if it was a case
And if it was coke
I'd sniff that line
And if she were mine
She'd be nine
And I'd be seven
Because thats what I eight
I'd never be on time
If pussy was late
And if pussy was great
I'd be tony the tiger
If she was annoying
I'd wouldn't mind her
I'd find her
If she was lost
I'd be an employee
If pussy was the boss
However much she was
I'd pay pussy's cost
She'd be number 11 on the chinese lunch special
Extra general tso's chicken sauce
I'd be exhaust... ed
If pussy was a race
I'd be first place
Out-running everyone's pace
I'd love it when I'm in her



prescence
This is my homage to you
Pussy




I hope y0u get this message

Meriam Webster

A foolish, unreasonin, or extravagant attraction
an object of extreme, short-lived passion
infatuation defined
u r my infatuation personified, see synonyms at love t
hat's wut i can't find the definition of, or evn a reason
y ur voice sparks my libido
or y ur words mek me feel fetal
or y i dream vivid porn scenes
or y u remind me of christmas mornin
this is no mere...
infatution, or promise or pinky swear,
its has to b more,
patient to see wuts in store
this is a nail-biting novel, an unfinished movie
a feeling of intense desire n attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair
unexplainable elation
love defined
see synonyms at infatuation.

My fear is empire state tall
4 me 2 put that parachute on again n fall

but @ 1 time i would have, with no chute @ all
after a couple years or months

you'd hear a loud thump
2 many times I took this love jump
walked 2 the edge, close my eyes, arms out, stepped off the ledge and drop
but when in love this fall should never stop
it should be like pouring water

into a bottomless cup
you should never have 2 get up

my fear stems from this
my body bruised from torturous bliss
i let love kill me over and over again
i fall get up n fall once again
hav u eva ben thru that
now you tell me about being fucking attached
or how you've been hurt in the past
and I'll show you my body cast
and the once wet plaster that surrounds my heart
now hard and holds together all the parts
you would think i was masochistic
let love kill me 2 wake and embrace love and kiss it
I'm foolish only because of this
my feelings caught up in my hearts sub-plot
and with love thas as far as I got...

Pralines n' Cream

my weakness, enough said

How many can relate?

i don't wana try again with any one, but i would like to be met half way, or even half way of half way, i want something new, something so not new york, you know? i want a los angeles, las vegas, houston, baton rouge, atlanta, miami, detroit, chicago, oklahoma city, salt lake city, des moines, rhode island female me, is that too much to ask for? where are you baby? call me or respond

Carpal Tunnel

my life in a nutshell

lupe's The Cool in heavy rotation

sidekick LX

and a $1 lighter

all i need is a semi perfect girlfriend

any suggestions?

Academy Award

The greatest poetry comes from pain
stab my heart with this pen
blood vessels ink stained
love is a game
happiness the same
and i neva win
thus a loser
name... less
this torment is my bliss
and my admiration grows on for the worlds greatest actresses
lay w/ devils in blue dresses
unconcious as she cuts these angel wings i grow back after every fall
5'6 but my ego is 7 feet tall
and it blinds me
a shroud
so i can't see
she walks on black clouds
can't hear her 4 inch heels as she creeps
maybe as much afraid of the leap as i am
but that's no excuse to be stuck backwards
if you werent lookin 2 move foward keep the car in reverse
and let me walk straight
as my heart follows in a hearst
what a scene
my senses aren't as keen... as i thought
up in the caught
i have nothin left
or right
how bout you
line goes flat
skin goes pale
lips go blue
nominees are
the oscar goes to