mad rugged, in need of a shape up ASAP

starting to think this is what my days have been reduced to, but I've been getting alot of positive feedback and frankly I can'tstop, I have alot on my mind and I want to share it, if you don't mind. Took the day off from school and now I'm just sitting here about to go crazy with words, I love you and I love your eyes for reading these, hope you enjoy, this is for you

what did you think I would say

deep down, I was a convenience

something to numb the pain 

memories of him go away

but when its blissful and good at home

bed no longer cold, and you don't feel alone

you leave my heart stale

now its so right, where you couldn't stay

and if he loves you, then may

you live forever and a day

asthetic deciever and the gullable believer

not as niave as you thought

these stevie wonders work perfectly

see

I wasn't blind

your lies were fog to my mind

pupils dialated because at one time you were excitement

somethin new, somethin i looked foward to, like when

I couldn't wait to feel the homelyness of your palm

when there was no music, you were my favorite song

tell me why is "feel right" so wrong

why without you a tic toc feels a year long

i hope each tic toc eats you alive

your tongue killed you, verbal suicide

actions scream, words sell hopeless dreams

words cut open then try to sow back the seam

I'm not to blame

surreal story, amazing graphics, you created a great game

scratched CD, now the songs are all the same

have no fear, everythings fine

remember this happens all the time

i've

done what I can to revive

in my world, your suffocated, oxygen deprived

what you were has died

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I was in love, when you were alive